The process…

“The process of falling in love with Michael had been like discovering herself. He was very flawed—self conscious, clumsy, always striving in a very earnest and eager way to please (and so, she thought, become validated and accepted, even by people who came into his life just briefly—store clerks, gas station attendants, people selling magazine subscriptions (he had told her about these encounters, had told her about his obsequious smiles and his overarching need to show himself to be, he said, “a worthy person”)) and she has seen some of her own flaws— her self-consciousness and clumsiness—mirrored in him, which often made being with him as much pain as passion. For reasons he had never understood, she called him her “wild angel,” which she knew he liked because he might have actually seen himself as a kind of angel.”

— T.M. Wright, Cold House

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